Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Day One: Something You Hate About Yourself

Well geesh, I could go with the obvious. I hate that I gained back all of the weight (plus a little more, if I am being completely honest) that I lost five years ago. I hate that I can't seem to stick to a work out routine. I hate that I can eat a gallon of Ben and Jerry's while watching an episode of Glee and not even notice that. But come on.... all that is too obvious.

What I really hate is that sometimes I have no filter. I react with my emotions and not my brain. I say things that later, when I reflect back on it, I really, really wish I hadn't said.

I hate that other times I never say what I really feel and instead bottle it up inside.

As I think about these two ideas, I realize that it really comes down to this:

I hate that I care so much what other people think of me.

And with that, I am not going to say anything else because I want you to still like me.

1 comment:

  1. Wow. It's like I'm reading my own thoughts. Of course I would never admit that because I want you to still like me too ;)